I can’t believe it’s already May! There was a time a few weeks ago when I didn’t know how I was going to make it through April, but somehow I did. I’m sure God has been patiently and lovingly watching over me this whole time, all while knowing the good things He has in store for me on the other side.
I still don’t know what’s coming, but I can look ahead and see the light at the end of the tunnel. As our state has been calming down and trying to get back to normal, I was able to get a steroid shot in my back last week. I was pretty nervous about it, but the whole procedure went by really quick and wasn’t as hard as I was expecting it to be. The doctor said it could take some time to work, but I’ve felt a little better ever since. I wish I could say it took all my pain away, but that’s not the case. I might still need more time to heal, increased physical therapy, or surgery. Either way, I have a while before I’ve reached the end of this particular journey.
I believe there is more that God wants me to learn through this condition. He has given me this opportunity to grow and strengthen not only myself, but so many other aspects of my life as well. If I put honest effort in each day somehow or another, then God will continue to help guide me through this. I just have to trust in Him and prove that I’m willing to put in the work, no matter what.